"Silence (Delirium)"
-Sarah McLachlan

Give me release
witness me
I am outside
give me peace

Heaven holds a sense of wonder
and I wanted to believe
that I'd get caught up
when the rage in me subsides

In this white wave
I am sinking
in this silence
in this white wave
in this silence
I believe

Passion chokes the flower
'til she cries no more
possessing all the beauty
hungry still for more

Heaven holds a sense of wonder...

I can't help this longing
comfort me
I can't hold it all in
if you won't let me

Heaven holds a sense of wonder...

In this white wave
I am sinking
in this silence
in this white wave
in this silence
I believe

I have seen you
in this white wave
you are silent
you are breathing
in this white wave
I am free

in lieu of the events that have transpired the past 3 days.. here's a song revy dedicated to me (and made me sing it with her over and over). i have this hillary aversion, but as of now, this song just makes so much sense.

so yesterday
(So yesterday)
(So yesterday)
(So yesterday)

You can change your life
(if you wanna)
You can change your clothes
(if you wanna)
If can change your mind
Well that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat
('Cuz I wanna)
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back

At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok

Ha!
Okay

You can say you're bored
(If you wanna)
You could act real tough
(If you wanna)
You could say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you
You've made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
You won't see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here

At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok

If you're over me
I'm already over you
If it's all been done
What is left to do
How can you hang up
If the line is dead
If you wanna walk out
I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on
I'm already gone
If the light is off
Then it isn't on

At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard you're so (yesterday)

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok

in lieu of the events that have transpired the past 3 days.. here's a song revy dedicated to me (and made me sing it with her over and over). i have this hillary aversion, but as of now, this song just makes so much sense.

so yesterday
(So yesterday)
(So yesterday)
(So yesterday)

You can change your life
(if you wanna)
You can change your clothes
(if you wanna)
If can change your mind
Well that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat
('Cuz I wanna)
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back

At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok

Ha!
Okay

You can say you're bored
(If you wanna)
You could act real tough
(If you wanna)
You could say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you
You've made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
You won't see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here

At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok

If you're over me
I'm already over you
If it's all been done
What is left to do
How can you hang up
If the line is dead
If you wanna walk out
I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on
I'm already gone
If the light is off
Then it isn't on

At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard you're so (yesterday)

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok

incubus

i might *fingers crossed* see brandon boyd in the flesh next friday so i figured i should at least know the lyrics to their current single.

Incubus - Megalomaniac
(written by: B. Boyd, M. Einziger, C. Kilmore, J. Pasillas, B. Kenney)
From the album "A Crow Left Of The Murder"

I hear you on the radio
You permeate my screen
Its' unkind, but if I met you in a scissor fight
I'd cut off both your wings on principle alone
On principle alone

Hey megalomaniac
You're no Jesus
Yeah, you're no fucking Elvis
Wash Your hands clean (or Yourself)
Baby yeah
Step down
Step down

If I were your appendages
I'd hold open your eyes
So you would see
That all of us are heaven sent
There was never meant to be only one
To be only one

Hey megalomaniac
You're no Jesus
Yeah, you're no fucking Elvis
Wash Your hands clean (or Yourself)
Baby yeah
Step down
Step down

Yeah
You're no Jesus
You're not Elvis
...

You're no answer

Hey megalomaniac
You're no Jesus
Yeah, you're no fucking Elvis
Wash Your hands clean (or Yourself)
Baby yeah
Step down
Step down

ok ok.. i know i should be studying for my compre tomorrow... leaving now... geez..

thursday:

took the nerve-wracking P&G exam with k4 (sheryl, mere, carol and marj). hmm.. too much math there but i finished on time naman.. even had extra minutes to fill out the application form which required LOTS of thinking again. twas ok, really. except that we had to work under time pressure and since math is my BEST subject, i almost had a nervous breakdown. towards the end of the test i suddenly forgot the sum of 6 and 1. wahaha. =) anyway, i am not banking on the possibility that i will make it there considering that a friend said only those who get 90+% in the score chart make it to the interviews. well, at least i tried.

friday:

went through the whole Convergys ordeal naman with Rev.. our test schedule was at 8-1030pm but we were there early so we ate dinner muna.. astig nung cafe sa Enterprise.. may band ba naman!! hehe. lots of alanis songs nga yung set eh.. saya. feeling ko highschool ako ulit. hehe. anyway, after we ate, i changed into business attire (dahil naka-uniform pako nun) then we went to look for the office na.. everything about it was intimidating.. from the "ENGLISH ZONE" signs to the creepy one-sided glass-door knobs to even the english speaking security guard. hehe. oh yeah,even he had the twang. fastforward to the simulation itself.. benta!! ang kupad ko magtype so i had to repeat what the client was saying.. minus daw sa points yun pero what the hell noh. hehe.. masaya naman yung test especially the grammar and spelling bit. =) so yun after 2 1/2 hours we finished everything.. results were even given that night din.. i passed naman and i'm up for a series of screenings already. SCARY PA DIN. i feel i won't find my way out of the building on my own.

Um ok. So I seem to have effectively killed off my blog in my absence. No matter, will try to revive it somehow. It's just that the past few weeks were hell. Now it's...still hell, I guess I'm just getting better at ignoring it.
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You know what, you're weird. I know I am too, but who's weirder is still subject to argument, Yes, you, I haven't completely given up on my lurking suspicion that you read this. If you don't, then I'm nuts, but then again you already knew that. Why must everything we talk about be mindlessly trivial or earth-shatteringly serious? Nakakapagod din yun a.

rainbow

RAINBOW - South Border

Fallin' out, fallin' in
Nothing's sure in this world, no no
Breaking down, breaking in
Never knowin' what lies ahead
We can really never tell it all, no no

Say goodbye, say hello
To a lover or friend
Sometimes we never could understand
Why some things begin with just love
We can really never have it all, no no hoh hoh

REFRAIN
But, oh, can't you see
That no matter what happens, life goes on and on
And so, baby, just smile
'Cause I'm always around you
And I'll make you see how beautiful life is for you and me

CHORUS
Take a little time, baby
See the butterfly's colors
Listen to the birds that sent to sing for me and you
Can you feel me
This is such a wonderful place to be

Even if there is pain now
Everything will be alright
For as long as the world still turns, there will be night and day
Can you hear me
There's a rainbow always after the rain

Hoh hoh hoh hoh hoh

Hittin' high, hittin' low
Win or lose you should go, yeah yeah
Getting warm, getting cold
Weather can be so good or bad
But, baby, this is life, oh, don't get mad, no no no

REFRAIN
'Cause, oh, can't you see (can't you see)
That no matter what happens, life goes on and on
So, baby, please smile (just smile)
'Cause I'm always around you
And I'll make you see how beautiful life is for you and me

[Repeat CHORUS]

BRIDGE
Life's full of challenges, not all the time we get what we want
But don't despair my, dear (no no no)
You'll take each trial and you'll make it through the storm 'cause you're so
My faith in you is clear
So they say once again this world's beautiful
And let us celebrate life that's so beautiful, so beautiful

[Repeat CHORUS]

 

 

 

 

 

 

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