I never really post in accordance with what I'm currently feeling.
It could be called "cheering yourself up".
Or it could be called "lying to yourself".
What to do when that no longer works.
Hmmm.
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
Saturday, May 08, 2004
Friday, May 07, 2004
hmm.. i went over to janelle's blog and saw this:
It doesn't feel like it's time to post yet. Oh well, not the first of things I will do against my better judgement.
Uh, ok. Patti texted me the other day about it, so I kind of waited for it to come out.
This guy we went to high school with is in a campaign commercial. FPJ's.
FPJ? FPJ? It is beyond my level of understanding why anyone with a modicum of education, who doesn't feel backed up into a corner, who isn't some kind of crazy experimental voter, would choose to vote, let alone to campaign, for FPJ. And this time, maybe it isn't my level of understanding at fault.
Why FPJ? Why would you put the future of a struggling nation in the hands of someone whose first foray into politics and government is a bid for the top post in the country? The way I see it, the nearly-eighty million people do not have time to get used to someone fumbling his way about presidency. The nation has backed itself into such a state that we can no longer afford to adjust to someone else's learning curve. You run for presidency because you know exactly what to do and how to do it. For the betterment of the nation, if it's even necessary for me to say that. You are not allowed to squat on your haunches post-elections, and think about just how you're going to carry out all those promises you made during the campaign perod, you're supposed to know how to bring it to at least relative fruition. Somehow, I don't see how FPJ's throwing fake punches with laughably fake sound effects prepared him for all that.
So. Mr. Dude-I-Went-To-High-School-With. Maybe you know better than I do. Granted, it may seem better to believe in someone, rather than spending all your time vilifying all the candidates instead of dedicating all their faculties to determining which is the best equipped for the presidency, and then ending up voting by default. That is to say, to voting for whomever you hate the least. I'm underage. I can't vote. But even if I could, I'm not sure who I would vote. I have to say that, it's the truth. Therefore I admire you for throwing your weight behind someone. What I don't understand is why it's FPJ, and in a medium that reminds me of an advertisment for feminine products.
Perhaps, then, that you see something I don't. Perhaps the research I hope you've done, and the company you keep, has taught you things that escape my knowledge, but not your comprehension.
I still hope your candidate doesn't win though.
part of what i've always wanted to say but never got around to doing so.. partly because these people are my friends. and once upon a time these were the same people i was with advocating FTM (First Time Mo Youth Movement for Fisrt Time Voters). makes me wonder though.. whatever happened to your convictions, guys?
It doesn't feel like it's time to post yet. Oh well, not the first of things I will do against my better judgement.
Uh, ok. Patti texted me the other day about it, so I kind of waited for it to come out.
This guy we went to high school with is in a campaign commercial. FPJ's.
FPJ? FPJ? It is beyond my level of understanding why anyone with a modicum of education, who doesn't feel backed up into a corner, who isn't some kind of crazy experimental voter, would choose to vote, let alone to campaign, for FPJ. And this time, maybe it isn't my level of understanding at fault.
Why FPJ? Why would you put the future of a struggling nation in the hands of someone whose first foray into politics and government is a bid for the top post in the country? The way I see it, the nearly-eighty million people do not have time to get used to someone fumbling his way about presidency. The nation has backed itself into such a state that we can no longer afford to adjust to someone else's learning curve. You run for presidency because you know exactly what to do and how to do it. For the betterment of the nation, if it's even necessary for me to say that. You are not allowed to squat on your haunches post-elections, and think about just how you're going to carry out all those promises you made during the campaign perod, you're supposed to know how to bring it to at least relative fruition. Somehow, I don't see how FPJ's throwing fake punches with laughably fake sound effects prepared him for all that.
So. Mr. Dude-I-Went-To-High-School-With. Maybe you know better than I do. Granted, it may seem better to believe in someone, rather than spending all your time vilifying all the candidates instead of dedicating all their faculties to determining which is the best equipped for the presidency, and then ending up voting by default. That is to say, to voting for whomever you hate the least. I'm underage. I can't vote. But even if I could, I'm not sure who I would vote. I have to say that, it's the truth. Therefore I admire you for throwing your weight behind someone. What I don't understand is why it's FPJ, and in a medium that reminds me of an advertisment for feminine products.
Perhaps, then, that you see something I don't. Perhaps the research I hope you've done, and the company you keep, has taught you things that escape my knowledge, but not your comprehension.
I still hope your candidate doesn't win though.
part of what i've always wanted to say but never got around to doing so.. partly because these people are my friends. and once upon a time these were the same people i was with advocating FTM (First Time Mo Youth Movement for Fisrt Time Voters). makes me wonder though.. whatever happened to your convictions, guys?
Thursday, May 06, 2004
Firsts.
First best friend:
paola
First car:
haha
First real kiss:
yuck, i was 9 ata that time. yuck.
First official break-up:
di ko maalala shet
First screen name:
"sub_zero"
First self purchased album:
mariah carey (daydream)
First funeral
...of immediate/close family: brother
First pets:
a poodle named toby
First piercing/tattoo:
ears
First credit card:
none as of the mo
First true love:
hmm..i'd rather not say..
First big trip without immediate family:
i was a HS freshie when i went on a swimming trip with my barkada
First musician you remember hearing in your
house:
the beatles
Lasts:
Last cigarette:
i don't smoke.
Last car ride:
this evening going to work
Last kiss:
di kiss eh.. how about snuffsnuff? hehe
Last good cry:
a few weeks ago.
Last library book checked out:
i dont remember..
Last beverage drank:
coke
Last food consumed:
oreos
Last crush:
di ko lam name.. yung next door neighbor from nextel.haha.
Last phone call:
paul
Last time showered:
this late afternoon
Last shoes worn:
di shoes eh.. thongs
Last cd played:
this ripped "i am sam" OST
Last item bought:
medicines
Last annoyance:
si vanessa
Last disappointment:
di ko getz yung operations namin =/
Last time wanting to die:
never happened
Last time scolded:
can't remember
Last shirt worn:
UCB
Last website visited:
my blog
First best friend:
paola
First car:
haha
First real kiss:
yuck, i was 9 ata that time. yuck.
First official break-up:
di ko maalala shet
First screen name:
"sub_zero"
First self purchased album:
mariah carey (daydream)
First funeral
...of immediate/close family: brother
First pets:
a poodle named toby
First piercing/tattoo:
ears
First credit card:
none as of the mo
First true love:
hmm..i'd rather not say..
First big trip without immediate family:
i was a HS freshie when i went on a swimming trip with my barkada
First musician you remember hearing in your
house:
the beatles
Lasts:
Last cigarette:
i don't smoke.
Last car ride:
this evening going to work
Last kiss:
di kiss eh.. how about snuffsnuff? hehe
Last good cry:
a few weeks ago.
Last library book checked out:
i dont remember..
Last beverage drank:
coke
Last food consumed:
oreos
Last crush:
di ko lam name.. yung next door neighbor from nextel.haha.
Last phone call:
paul
Last time showered:
this late afternoon
Last shoes worn:
di shoes eh.. thongs
Last cd played:
this ripped "i am sam" OST
Last item bought:
medicines
Last annoyance:
si vanessa
Last disappointment:
di ko getz yung operations namin =/
Last time wanting to die:
never happened
Last time scolded:
can't remember
Last shirt worn:
UCB
Last website visited:
my blog
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
Thursday, April 29, 2004
A repeat performance of yesterday. My head hurts from lack of sleep, but is still too stupid too actually get some. That is why I am listening to a rock version of the Batibot theme by Alamid. That is also why I am taking a stupid quiz so early in shift. It was either that or to write down the speeches in my head that I've mentioned in earlier posts. Since these could be potential cause for embarassment one day, I thought better of it.