The choices you make are either right or wrong depending on when you ask yourself.

How the hell am I going to plan my life with that kind of principle governing the universe? I need for my brilliant moves to stay brilliant moves, my most horrific blunders staying my most horrific blunders, instead of overlapping and mingling together in a homogenous gas. I don't want an act or thought to be right one day, only for me to realize how wrong it is another day, and act upon that, and to realize again that it was all right in the first place, but my acting upon it before now made it all wrong, nor do I want to experience that in reverse. This way, I always know where to stand, instead of being caught in a limbo of not knowing whether to demand rewards or make amends. This way, I can explain hows and whys (or why nots) without seeking comfort in the vagueness that will save me that day, and be my downfall later, or in the other extreme, explain things only to later regret having explained so well, as it was perhaps it was better left alone.

And I've confused myself further.