again i wasn't allowed to leave a comment in shiva's blog.. so can i just say, that whether you end up in manila or in baguio, what matters is that you are happy. you told me once that it's never been money that has motivated you to pursue what you want.. so go for what it is your heart wants.. suportahan lang kita.. =)

sunday was an amazing day.. diba shivs? hehe.. i got the new jeans i wanted.. pigged-out.. strolled along the makati (glorietta/greenbelt) malls and went home when my feet couldn't take the walking anymore. i didn't find the "amazing" Goldcrest shirts though. haha.

lara's right. i quit my old blog because it didn't feel right being read by all these strangers and receiving all their unsolicited comments.. i mean, they hardly know me. posting on a daily basis about my life gave them the liberty to judge me based on just that. so i left.

but now i'm back because i have lots of time to burn and i have a fucking keyboard. haha.

anyway, yesterday i found out he was such an ass. yes, after the free coffee at starbucks and the shark tale movie. i just think it's so desperate. good thing i had this littile chat with lyza.. haay. i mean, i gave it a shot (thanks to everyone who nagged). but i really don't think the two of us (i actually wrote "we will" but then again the word "we" could bring me allergies) would ever stand on the same plane. i know he wants something and he wants it in a rush. which is not how i view things.. or love in general. i mean, tama si beth.. sabi nya pwedeng maging magkaibigan muna sana diba? di yung isang araw liligaw na.. ano yun?

una pa lang naman nalabuan nako sa kanya eh. ang kaso pinagbigyan ko pa kaya ngayon nahihirapan ako umiwas kahit iritang irita nako sa kanya. lecheng buhay.

tangina ang problema sa kanya mashado shang atat.. he feels having a girlfriend is a need he has to fulfill when all he really wants is a constant ka-landian. yan talaga yung term ka-landian. i don't think he's looking for something in the long run. and then it all boils down to how sincere he really is.