Thursday, October 27, 2005

Last night I realized just who is truly important to me, not for anyone else's purposes but mine, and how far I put an instinctual amount of trust in someone.
I WANT to see good in people and I WANT to believe in their sincerity and humanity. There is a little bit of human in all of us, no matter how shrouded we are by evils and distractions. And I guess that is who I am... the girl who looks for that. It's beauty in its simplicity and in its weakness and in its plain, unavoidable truth.
I don't know what I'm looking for. I don't care to figure it out right now. I am reckless, I don't know what that means past its most basic definition. I'm choosing to trust but only to a point. It is important to no one but me what I've decided to do. I thrive on human connection and on incredulous moments. And I have them like no other.

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