10:16 PM 12/22/2005

I got a text from my bestfriend yesterday and yes, it was a surprise because we never even get to talk anymore, much less see each other. Conflicting schedules, that’s why. Anyway, it was kind of random. She was at Coffee Bean in RCBC waiting for Mark and she just texted to say that life is changing rapidly. Things are really different than when we were merely college freshmen (we were 16 then). She went on to lament how she was afraid that in the end we might be exactly the same as we were back when we were younger. But I guess that’s something we shouldn’t fear. A part of who we are today is because of the person we were in the past and that’s something we should be thankful for. Who knows what we’ll all end up being? All I know is that who I was in the past will forever remain.


10:17 PM 12/22/2005

i got home yesterday, which was record-breaking, considering that i got home at 3pm on average for the past 2 weeks or so. anyway, i was kinda hoping to talk to someone (especially cuz this someone wanted to tell me something), and when i wanted to talk, suddenly the person doesn't want to.. said whatever it was was forgotten. just like that. and that irked me.

i dunno if it's just stress that's driving me up the walls lately but i just can't seem to have the patience or the stamina to endure other people and their actions. i am not generalizing though. i mean, i do get along with everyone mostly.. it's just stupidity or non-compliance and non-sequitur-ness i really can't stand.
or is it just me?

anyway, i am here at the office early (my mom and dad dropped me off and went to tiendesitas) and the floor is deserted. i am thinking of sleeping but worried my haid would go flat when i wake up so i'm spending the rest of the time typing away til i log on at 12.

i still don't have gifts for a few more people in the office and i'm planning on going to mega tomorrow after shift to complete everything and be able to bring all my gifts by saturday.. YES, we have work on Saturday night which means i'll be spending Christmas eve with ICT-HHCP people. oh well. duty calls.

oh.. here are some pics from the party last Sunday at Phi Bar, Metrowalk.