exactly 5 minutes before i go and i just want to say that maybe there are things i'd rather be doing and instances i'd rather not have myself involved with--but unexpectedly, i am at peace and there's nothing more than i'd want than to be where i am right now.

i'm happy.

in a long time it wasn't so.

and now i can just relish the thought that i have my breath of fresh air.

it's riveting. it's real.