re-focus

First week of Series 7 training is over and I am here re-taking the online exams just so I can catch up on the topics I missed. We're done with Chapter 11 but I feel like I was left somewhere between the depths of hell and Chapter 6.. I AM IN DEEP SH**.

I have been terrified of exams for as long as I can remember, especially when you count Accounting 1a, 1b, 2a and 2b in the picture. It's not really taking the exam that I have trouble with, it's more of going blank when the mix of questions evade my already mixed-up head and I kind of doubt what I already know. Hence, I change my answers and end up regretting it because my first option was actually correct.

I am exhausted. I guess mental exhaustion is twice as bad as a physical one because now I find myself closing my eyes and still seeing quote interpretations, the price yield see-saw, the stcinteractive website, and darkness. Just lots and lots of darkness.

Somehow I have to find a way to channel my fears into productivity.