I've been so spent in saying stuff in my head in 140 words or less and it's beginning to be new lifestyle for me because I have a chronic case of brain farts each time I sit down and try to come up with something read-worthy here.
And so.. (see there it is again those nasty nasty brain farts).
Year is almost over and I'm thinking about what lies in January when my 1 year bond expires. In the last couple of days I've been contemplating on calling it quits next year because:
(-) I feel like the liability involved in the job is too massive should I (become human and) slip
(-) There's not much room for mistake (Which in effect, limits my learning curve)
(-) The instances I feel like dragging myself to work when I wake up has doubled (that's massive!)
(-) The taxes are horrendous it's like I have one regular (day shift) employee under my payroll list
However;
- I believe I am one of those people who's spending has grown proprtionately as my earnings, thus, I cannot imagine a payday with a 5-digit salary.
- I have more bills to pay now
- My brother has 1 year and 1 semester left before graduating and I have to see his education through until then.
- I have to save if I want to spend my birthday out of the country next year.
So that's been bugging me. My job pays well as compared to most jobs and I don't think I can easily find one should I have the urge to call it quits anytime soon. I guess I just have bouts of dissatisfaction because the taxes elude my rational thinking and plus I am in prime time shift (8-5pm ET) which exposes me in so much trading (hence liability, stress, heart attack, Shin). But that's bound to change because I got the shift I wanted in the recently concluded shift bid. How I got it versus half my team wanting the same schedule beats the crap out of me but it's okay. I'm happy. = )
Oh, did I mention that I have a tendency of being irresolute? So ask me again in 2 weeks what I want.
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