A repeat performance of yesterday. My head hurts from lack of sleep, but is still too stupid too actually get some. That is why I am listening to a rock version of the Batibot theme by Alamid. That is also why I am taking a stupid quiz so early in shift. It was either that or to write down the speeches in my head that I've mentioned in earlier posts. Since these could be potential cause for embarassment one day, I thought better of it.
Thursday, April 29, 2004
Wednesday, April 28, 2004
Tuesday, April 27, 2004
Camille Velasco's American Idol Run Comes to an End
Camille Velasco has been eliminated from the American Idol competition.
Moment of silence please...
Thank you.
She was a decent singer but, in all honestly, there was no way she was going to win this thing. She simply wasn't as good as some of the other vocal talents like Jasmine Trias, George Huff or Latoya London. BUT, she was way better than that red head John Stevens and that Backstreet Boy clone Jon Peter Lewis (JPL). I mean, come on America, that red headed fool can't sing for sheeeyat.
Digusted with the recent show that revealed that John Peter Lewis and Jon Stevens received more votes than the vocally superior Jasmine Trias and Camille Velasco, I did what any angry internet junkie would do. I hit up the American Idol chatroom on AOL and pissed off any fans of JPL or the red headed wannabe crooner.
by Moonie L.
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[ music | Sunday Morning After by Amanda Marshall ]
Check the song. Think anything like that will happen to me one day? *Puts hands on either side of head of reader and forces horizontal movement No.*
I love how summer lowers standards in such a way that no one expects you to say anything intelligent. Which brings me to my next brain-dead epiphany.
CHOCO-PEANUT ICE CREAM ROCKS.
No, really it does. If it killed me I'd die happy. It seems like a rip-off of Baskin and Robbins Reese's Pieces ice cream, but you can't tell the difference and it's way cheaper. Betcha this is why they say that chocolate is better than sex. They say.
Hmmm. I've said that twice today. HMMMM.
*disappears as she administers self-examination. Of the psyche, people, of the psyche.*
Camille Velasco has been eliminated from the American Idol competition.
Moment of silence please...
Thank you.
She was a decent singer but, in all honestly, there was no way she was going to win this thing. She simply wasn't as good as some of the other vocal talents like Jasmine Trias, George Huff or Latoya London. BUT, she was way better than that red head John Stevens and that Backstreet Boy clone Jon Peter Lewis (JPL). I mean, come on America, that red headed fool can't sing for sheeeyat.
Digusted with the recent show that revealed that John Peter Lewis and Jon Stevens received more votes than the vocally superior Jasmine Trias and Camille Velasco, I did what any angry internet junkie would do. I hit up the American Idol chatroom on AOL and pissed off any fans of JPL or the red headed wannabe crooner.
by Moonie L.
________________________________________________________________
[ music | Sunday Morning After by Amanda Marshall ]
Check the song. Think anything like that will happen to me one day? *Puts hands on either side of head of reader and forces horizontal movement No.*
I love how summer lowers standards in such a way that no one expects you to say anything intelligent. Which brings me to my next brain-dead epiphany.
CHOCO-PEANUT ICE CREAM ROCKS.
No, really it does. If it killed me I'd die happy. It seems like a rip-off of Baskin and Robbins Reese's Pieces ice cream, but you can't tell the difference and it's way cheaper. Betcha this is why they say that chocolate is better than sex. They say.
Hmmm. I've said that twice today. HMMMM.
*disappears as she administers self-examination. Of the psyche, people, of the psyche.*
Friday, April 23, 2004
Who was the last person
1. you touched? – sheila ("sarah")
2. you talked to? – dad
3. you hugged? - earl
4. you instant messaged? – ferny
5. you yelled at? – kuya ronald
6. you laughed with? – the whole IBM batch 4
Do you:
7. dye your hair? – i used to.. too busy to do it now
8. have tattoos? – none yet..
9. have piercings? – yep, 2 on each earlobe, 1 on the upper/outer left ear and more to come..haha!
10. have a boyfriend/girlfriend? – sana lang..
11. smoke? – not anymore
12. do drugs? – hell no
13. sleep with stuffed animals? - uh.. i have this easter bunny given by an aunt thats just above my pillow that i never touch.. so technically, i sleep with a stuffed animal, but no contact whatsoever.. they give me the itch
14. have dreams that keep on coming back? – oh yeah
15. read the newspaper? – i try to do it daily.
16. have any gay or lesbian friends? – sure
17. believe in miracles? – indelibly
18. believe in magic? – uhm.. okay na nga. hehe
19. pray? - ALWAYS
20. have any secrets? – lots
21. have any pets? – yep, 3 dogs (holly, bin laden & scooby), 7 plus cats (can't keep track anymore they keep on fornicating)
23. have a degree? – yep. Bachelor of Science in Commerce major in Applied Economics
24. wear hats? – bucket ones, baseball caps of my bro sometimes
25. hate yourself? – at times, yeah
27. trust others easily? - not likei used to
28. sing in the shower? – LOTS AND LOUDLY. =)
Do you like:
29. tea or coffee? – coffee
30. dogs or cats? – dogs
31. single or taken? – bothways work fine for me
32. pen or pencil? – pen
33. food or candy? – food
34. cassette or cd? – cd
35. coke or pepsi? – coke
36. Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey? - oprah
winfrey
37. music or tv? – music
38. GUYS or girls? – both!
39. green or blue? – both
40. pink or purple? – purple!
41. sleep or stay up? - stay up all night!!!
42. night or day? – night!
43. cold or warm? – cold!
44. fast or slow? - fast
45. sparkle or shine? – sparkLe
46. Christina or britney? – britney, sexy eh!
47. pop or r&b? - r&b
48. Whitney or Mariah? – mariah
49. last movie you saw? – finding nemo on vcd
50. last movie you saw on big screen- 50 first dates
51. last person you called? – dad
52. last thing you had to drink? - gatorade
53. last thing you ate? – a tofiluck bar during lunch break at 2am
54. last time you smiled? - a moment ago when i got a text from someone =)
55. last time you cried? – this week lang
56. last thing you said? – "uy ang sweet naman. thank you!" -coz kaye just gave me butter popcorn =)
1. you touched? – sheila ("sarah")
2. you talked to? – dad
3. you hugged? - earl
4. you instant messaged? – ferny
5. you yelled at? – kuya ronald
6. you laughed with? – the whole IBM batch 4
Do you:
7. dye your hair? – i used to.. too busy to do it now
8. have tattoos? – none yet..
9. have piercings? – yep, 2 on each earlobe, 1 on the upper/outer left ear and more to come..haha!
10. have a boyfriend/girlfriend? – sana lang..
11. smoke? – not anymore
12. do drugs? – hell no
13. sleep with stuffed animals? - uh.. i have this easter bunny given by an aunt thats just above my pillow that i never touch.. so technically, i sleep with a stuffed animal, but no contact whatsoever.. they give me the itch
14. have dreams that keep on coming back? – oh yeah
15. read the newspaper? – i try to do it daily.
16. have any gay or lesbian friends? – sure
17. believe in miracles? – indelibly
18. believe in magic? – uhm.. okay na nga. hehe
19. pray? - ALWAYS
20. have any secrets? – lots
21. have any pets? – yep, 3 dogs (holly, bin laden & scooby), 7 plus cats (can't keep track anymore they keep on fornicating)
23. have a degree? – yep. Bachelor of Science in Commerce major in Applied Economics
24. wear hats? – bucket ones, baseball caps of my bro sometimes
25. hate yourself? – at times, yeah
27. trust others easily? - not likei used to
28. sing in the shower? – LOTS AND LOUDLY. =)
Do you like:
29. tea or coffee? – coffee
30. dogs or cats? – dogs
31. single or taken? – bothways work fine for me
32. pen or pencil? – pen
33. food or candy? – food
34. cassette or cd? – cd
35. coke or pepsi? – coke
36. Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey? - oprah
winfrey
37. music or tv? – music
38. GUYS or girls? – both!
39. green or blue? – both
40. pink or purple? – purple!
41. sleep or stay up? - stay up all night!!!
42. night or day? – night!
43. cold or warm? – cold!
44. fast or slow? - fast
45. sparkle or shine? – sparkLe
46. Christina or britney? – britney, sexy eh!
47. pop or r&b? - r&b
48. Whitney or Mariah? – mariah
49. last movie you saw? – finding nemo on vcd
50. last movie you saw on big screen- 50 first dates
51. last person you called? – dad
52. last thing you had to drink? - gatorade
53. last thing you ate? – a tofiluck bar during lunch break at 2am
54. last time you smiled? - a moment ago when i got a text from someone =)
55. last time you cried? – this week lang
56. last thing you said? – "uy ang sweet naman. thank you!" -coz kaye just gave me butter popcorn =)
the reason_hoobastank
Message: I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish I could take it all away
And me the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
Message: I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish I could take it all away
And me the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
Thursday, April 22, 2004
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
i'm still ALIVE!! hehe.. been busy with work lately so i hope to you (my three readers), keep checking back for updates.. i might surprise you. =) anyway, here's another song i really like at the moment.
EVERYTHING - Alanis Morissette
I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withold like it's going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby
And you've never met anyone
As negative as I am sometimes
I am the wisest woman you've ever met
I'm the kindest soul with whom you've connected
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen
And you've never met anyone
As positive as I am sometimes
You see everything
You see every part
You see all my light
And you love my dark
You dig everything
Of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here
I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive agressiveness can be devistating
I'm terrified and mistrusting
And you've never met anyone who's closed down as I am sometimes
You see everything
You see every part
You see all my light
And you love my dark
You dig everything
Of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here
What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know
What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go
I am the funniest woman that you've ever known
I am the dullest woman that you've ever known
I am the most gorgeous woman that you've ever known
And you've never met anyone as everything as I am sometimes
You see everything
You see every part
You see all my light
And you love my dark
You dig everything
Of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here
And you're still here
And you're still here
EVERYTHING - Alanis Morissette
I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withold like it's going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby
And you've never met anyone
As negative as I am sometimes
I am the wisest woman you've ever met
I'm the kindest soul with whom you've connected
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen
And you've never met anyone
As positive as I am sometimes
You see everything
You see every part
You see all my light
And you love my dark
You dig everything
Of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here
I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive agressiveness can be devistating
I'm terrified and mistrusting
And you've never met anyone who's closed down as I am sometimes
You see everything
You see every part
You see all my light
And you love my dark
You dig everything
Of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here
What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know
What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go
I am the funniest woman that you've ever known
I am the dullest woman that you've ever known
I am the most gorgeous woman that you've ever known
And you've never met anyone as everything as I am sometimes
You see everything
You see every part
You see all my light
And you love my dark
You dig everything
Of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here
And you're still here
And you're still here
Saturday, April 17, 2004
The choices you make are either right or wrong depending on when you ask yourself.
How the hell am I going to plan my life with that kind of principle governing the universe? I need for my brilliant moves to stay brilliant moves, my most horrific blunders staying my most horrific blunders, instead of overlapping and mingling together in a homogenous gas. I don't want an act or thought to be right one day, only for me to realize how wrong it is another day, and act upon that, and to realize again that it was all right in the first place, but my acting upon it before now made it all wrong, nor do I want to experience that in reverse. This way, I always know where to stand, instead of being caught in a limbo of not knowing whether to demand rewards or make amends. This way, I can explain hows and whys (or why nots) without seeking comfort in the vagueness that will save me that day, and be my downfall later, or in the other extreme, explain things only to later regret having explained so well, as it was perhaps it was better left alone.
And I've confused myself further.
How the hell am I going to plan my life with that kind of principle governing the universe? I need for my brilliant moves to stay brilliant moves, my most horrific blunders staying my most horrific blunders, instead of overlapping and mingling together in a homogenous gas. I don't want an act or thought to be right one day, only for me to realize how wrong it is another day, and act upon that, and to realize again that it was all right in the first place, but my acting upon it before now made it all wrong, nor do I want to experience that in reverse. This way, I always know where to stand, instead of being caught in a limbo of not knowing whether to demand rewards or make amends. This way, I can explain hows and whys (or why nots) without seeking comfort in the vagueness that will save me that day, and be my downfall later, or in the other extreme, explain things only to later regret having explained so well, as it was perhaps it was better left alone.
And I've confused myself further.
Friday, April 16, 2004
"Silence (Delirium)"
-Sarah McLachlan
Give me release
witness me
I am outside
give me peace
Heaven holds a sense of wonder
and I wanted to believe
that I'd get caught up
when the rage in me subsides
In this white wave
I am sinking
in this silence
in this white wave
in this silence
I believe
Passion chokes the flower
'til she cries no more
possessing all the beauty
hungry still for more
Heaven holds a sense of wonder...
I can't help this longing
comfort me
I can't hold it all in
if you won't let me
Heaven holds a sense of wonder...
In this white wave
I am sinking
in this silence
in this white wave
in this silence
I believe
I have seen you
in this white wave
you are silent
you are breathing
in this white wave
I am free
-Sarah McLachlan
Give me release
witness me
I am outside
give me peace
Heaven holds a sense of wonder
and I wanted to believe
that I'd get caught up
when the rage in me subsides
In this white wave
I am sinking
in this silence
in this white wave
in this silence
I believe
Passion chokes the flower
'til she cries no more
possessing all the beauty
hungry still for more
Heaven holds a sense of wonder...
I can't help this longing
comfort me
I can't hold it all in
if you won't let me
Heaven holds a sense of wonder...
In this white wave
I am sinking
in this silence
in this white wave
in this silence
I believe
I have seen you
in this white wave
you are silent
you are breathing
in this white wave
I am free
Sunday, March 07, 2004
in lieu of the events that have transpired the past 3 days.. here's a song revy dedicated to me (and made me sing it with her over and over). i have this hillary aversion, but as of now, this song just makes so much sense.
so yesterday
(So yesterday)
(So yesterday)
(So yesterday)
You can change your life
(if you wanna)
You can change your clothes
(if you wanna)
If can change your mind
Well that's the way it goes
But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat
('Cuz I wanna)
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back
At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz
If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok
Ha!
Okay
You can say you're bored
(If you wanna)
You could act real tough
(If you wanna)
You could say you're torn
But I've heard enough
Thank you
You've made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
You won't see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz
If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok
If you're over me
I'm already over you
If it's all been done
What is left to do
How can you hang up
If the line is dead
If you wanna walk out
I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on
I'm already gone
If the light is off
Then it isn't on
At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz
If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard you're so (yesterday)
If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok
so yesterday
(So yesterday)
(So yesterday)
(So yesterday)
You can change your life
(if you wanna)
You can change your clothes
(if you wanna)
If can change your mind
Well that's the way it goes
But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat
('Cuz I wanna)
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back
At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz
If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok
Ha!
Okay
You can say you're bored
(If you wanna)
You could act real tough
(If you wanna)
You could say you're torn
But I've heard enough
Thank you
You've made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
You won't see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz
If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok
If you're over me
I'm already over you
If it's all been done
What is left to do
How can you hang up
If the line is dead
If you wanna walk out
I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on
I'm already gone
If the light is off
Then it isn't on
At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz
If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard you're so (yesterday)
If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok